When Patience is Virtue

When Patience is Virtue

We are at our 39th week mark now. Baby is in position and Doc says it could be anytime or not time yet. All depends on our baby.

So today was my so-called 2nd last follow up. Seems like baby is not ready to pop. Doc says we have to wait. Next Wed is my so-called last check up n im supposedly due on Fri the 14th. "What happens if its not ready yet?" and doc says..." we still wait unless u wanna induce which i dont think so"....

And i realise maybe, just maybe, our baby wants us to settle our woes cos today....we were dumped with bad news one after another...

First.

HDB released their ballot numbers today. Our number is so BIG. We don't have even an appointment date. We are again, unsuccessful. To be a singaporean but yet have to fight with others for a home. Ridiculous.

Second.

Our landlady called. We might have to move out sooner than expected. In fact, she asked if we can move out within the next week or so. Next week?? But im about to deliver!!!

And thus again, i think baby can feel our sadness and depression. Im trying not to think abt it much cos i don wanna affect baby's "performance". I want him to be ready for the world. Although there is much for Mummy and Daddy to do now.

But what do we do now.........

Sabar itu memang separuh dari iman......sigghhh.....