We Feel Guilty

We Feel Guilty

Today, i felt some constant movements and tapping from the baby inside me. I was ecstatic, and i shared my joy with my husband through sms.

Then i saw Hairi's picture on my wall paper.

And i confided in my husband and we share the same sentiments.

Haiz..

We are so happy with the new baby but at the same time so guilty. Guilty cos soon, we have to divide our love with Hairi. And right now, we're too much in love with Hairi to start dividing any attention. It seems surreal that we are gonna have another one. When we still think of Hairi as the only ONE!

Somehow.....we have to deal with it. Don't we?

The Great Weekend

The Great Weekend....

So my boss isn't around. Last week and this.

So last week, i practically worked for one day. Only.

Monday. I was sick. Again. It was only 3 weeks after i had that bout of flu, fever and cough. And there i was again, having the flu and sore throat. Which evolves into a congested chest. And of cos, my long time fren came to visit. My ASTHMA!

Of cos i was worried for my unborn child. Too much medicine is not good for the development of my child's organs. So with only Tue of full working day, Wed i decided to go to KK for my 12 week check up.

And i got to see my baby!

Unlike Hairi who was furiously kicking in my tummy when i first saw him, this one is a cool one. Baby was just laying and wriggling its fingers. So Cute! Gynae says baby is doing fine and im just more prone to diseases around. So i gotta take better care of myself then. Cant' wait to see baby again in one month's time!

Then on Thur and Fri, i took leave. And since it's hubby's off day on Friday, we finally finally decide to get Hairi's passport done. With one condition. One or both of us will have to be with Hairi, if ever his parents decide to bring him overseas. No questions. Im not comfortable with my baby somewhere foreign without us.

And look how cute he is!

Well...nuthing much we can do abt the hair though. But he is such a darling!!

And as parents, we may be deprived of certain childhood toys, or maybe, it wasnt even invented during our time. And being the average income parents we are, we still did not hesitate to splurge (and i mean it is REALLY costly!) for our Hairi. He is after-all, our first born. And deserves only the best!

He is still learning to jump. And we love it tht he loves it!

Yes! We have always wanted a Jumperoo for him, and finally we really really got it!

And on Sat, being a hot, sunny day, I finally decide to bring him to the CCK pool. This time, im sure his reactions will differ to the first time.

And i was right! And definitely bringing him again this week cos again......Im gonna be on LEAVE!! HAHA!

And what other way is there to end the weekend other than this; Having my husband home from his night shift on Sunday morning, to kiss me and Hairi and to tell us, " I can never live without the both of you...."

Wow. Yes people. I really really really had a Blasted Weekend!