The Green Me

Not that i am Green anymore, if you know what i mean. heh.

Anyways, since life with children basically means, to plan all your AROUND your children. No the other way. Also means to find creative ways to spend a weekend in, yes i said it, boring Singapore.

I stumbled upon this while watching Channelnews Asia Last night. I am pretty sure this is the school that Bibik sends her kid too in Bali. And lo & behold, they do have vacation camps too!! HOORAY!

So i am all about being Green. I recycle. Even my cooking oil. Yes i have yet to redce my carbon footprint though but i get around faster on my bike than on the very-overcrowded-mrt. More needs to be done but hey, im only human.

So since in Singapore, there is not many outdoor activities that u can do, we can plan these! Living in the outdoors, playing with mud, gong throgh plantations, learning abt greenery. Hell, even i have no chance ever to do all these. Cos i also am a City Girl.

So check this out!

http://www.greencampbali.com/2011/07/green-camp-summer-and-vacational-school-2011/

and then i saw tht its for kids ages 8-14. Damn, when i thought i can bring Hairi & Aira.

So much for the enthusiasm.

So i gess for now, we just take more trips to the zoo and the mini animal farm somehwere near Choa Chu Kang. One day, will check it out.

Mean time, Stay Green!!

Day 2 of Bayaring Puasa

Is making me very sleepy cos last night.....

I closed my eyes at 12 midnite and when i opened.....its 1am.

And i closed my eyes again and when i opened.......its 2am.

and at 5am......im awake for sahur......

and i have a long day ahead of me cos yes, i am back in school. All these years i have been wanting to do my degree. And i put that on hold cos my Aira was along the way.....and now im finally back in the book but guess what? Nope it's not a degree.

I be undertaking ACCA Level 1. Don't ask me why. I am just hoping that it may turn around my career life. Not that soon. But sometime in the near future when i will be needing it most.

And so, this sleepiness is not helping me survivee my evening.

I miss her right now. She looks like a boy here at 3 months? And people kep mistaking her for a boy which irks me cos sometimes i dress her up in pink and they still say she is a boy. But now lookng back, yes, she does look like a boy!

Now she be like , "im no longer boyish looking huh huh?!!"

such a girl she has became. And i really mean a girl! Bough her a new pair of mary janes and she refused to wear them. Die die wants back her shoes in the pic. I had to persuade and coax her and keep telling her tht she looks beautiful in the shoes and finally, FINALLY, she accepted saying "cantek....cantek...."

girls.

I really miss my babies a lot. And with the recent news on babies dying be it here in Singapore or elsewhere, i dont get it. Why go though so much trouble of carrying the baby for 9 months, labour and then jst to kill it?
Even more, i dont understand how can some prefer having a pet to kids. "Kids are expensive." Aren't pets too? I mean, dogs in prams and stollers and milk bottles, clothes and accessories, training school, food, toys, milk, bedding, everything......ermmmmm so....what's the cost again?

Childen are a gift from God. Forget what u did in the past. Seek forgiveness. Look in the future and embrace it. Marriage is the joining of two souls and when te two sould become one, we produce the love we had in a child. Isnt that what Islam is? Building a family?

Seems like i don really have a subject to say here and my topics are randomly flowing as i type it out. Just that....i dont know.... Maybe im just very sleepy or i miss my kids too much......Yes. I think i miss them too much. Dont  want someone to miss? Besides your husband/wife?