Our Fairy Tale

My Ideal Castle will consist of....

I, the Queen.
Him, my King.
Him, my Lil-Prince and....

From Princess

and the doctor said;
"Looks like you're having a girl. See, there is nothing sticking out, and there is a v-shape here....."

Alhamdullilah.....

And It's Getting Closer

After a long wait with little updates and non story to be told, finally we have something to get all excited again!

Yes yes, our long awaited first appointment with HDB has been granted an earlier date. 21 AUG 09!! Alhamdullilah!

Meantime, we have been busy visualising what kinda concept we want our HOME to be. Have something in mind (with the help of a very kind interior designer), and very geared up to get it going too! The numerious debates we have on the back of our minds are over. Loan or no loan? Loan of course! Nope we can't be going back to a home that we barely like, can we? And like my buddy said, "by hook or by crook, i want a halal kitchen and toilets!" Yes, that's what we want too!

So Happy! We do need more ideas on reno though. hmmmm...

And our lil' Hairi with the BIG VOICE is already 8 months young! Recently, he lost his voice due to much shouting. And when we just thought, "mana dia dapat suara serak basah dia eh? not us seh. sedap plak tuu.." hehehe

We love him to NUTS! We love it now that he can be involved in almost everything. Crawling, sitting on his own, disturbing us eat, screaming at the top of his lungs to get our attention, throwing everything around.....we just LOVE IT!

From Hairi

He has ONE TOOTH!

Constipation

Last night was the first time i had to see my son strugggling to poo-poo. Apparently, in the afternoon, he was crying while trying to ek-ek cos the ek-ek dont wanna come out. Im sure he was crying cos he was in pain and very uncomfortable. And only smaller than a thumb size manage to squeeze out.

The maid didn't call me, though i have told her many a times, anything happens, anything at all, PLEASE call me!

So when i got back home, i fed him some banana puree, forced some water down him cos he had dry bleeding lips too. tsk. Then massaged his tummy.

While i was having dinner, he tried to ek-ek again. and he was on his tummy, sweating and crying. I cant' finish my dinner looking at him like that. Massaged his tummy till the hard stools manage to come out. Along with some traces of blood.

This morning, he manage to poo-poo as normal.

Phew. Pains my heart to see him in pain like that.

Again, i wish we are financially stable enough, for me to stay home and look after Hairi and my 2nd baby.

Maybe i should start my own business and work from home. But like what?

I donno why

I donno why.....

But i feel this way, sayang....

I feel that im just there to bear them grandchildren. And to follow them wherever they go.

I want this all to stop. Im done. Dear, help me.

We Feel Guilty

We Feel Guilty

Today, i felt some constant movements and tapping from the baby inside me. I was ecstatic, and i shared my joy with my husband through sms.

Then i saw Hairi's picture on my wall paper.

And i confided in my husband and we share the same sentiments.

Haiz..

We are so happy with the new baby but at the same time so guilty. Guilty cos soon, we have to divide our love with Hairi. And right now, we're too much in love with Hairi to start dividing any attention. It seems surreal that we are gonna have another one. When we still think of Hairi as the only ONE!

Somehow.....we have to deal with it. Don't we?

The Great Weekend

The Great Weekend....

So my boss isn't around. Last week and this.

So last week, i practically worked for one day. Only.

Monday. I was sick. Again. It was only 3 weeks after i had that bout of flu, fever and cough. And there i was again, having the flu and sore throat. Which evolves into a congested chest. And of cos, my long time fren came to visit. My ASTHMA!

Of cos i was worried for my unborn child. Too much medicine is not good for the development of my child's organs. So with only Tue of full working day, Wed i decided to go to KK for my 12 week check up.

And i got to see my baby!

Unlike Hairi who was furiously kicking in my tummy when i first saw him, this one is a cool one. Baby was just laying and wriggling its fingers. So Cute! Gynae says baby is doing fine and im just more prone to diseases around. So i gotta take better care of myself then. Cant' wait to see baby again in one month's time!

Then on Thur and Fri, i took leave. And since it's hubby's off day on Friday, we finally finally decide to get Hairi's passport done. With one condition. One or both of us will have to be with Hairi, if ever his parents decide to bring him overseas. No questions. Im not comfortable with my baby somewhere foreign without us.

And look how cute he is!

Well...nuthing much we can do abt the hair though. But he is such a darling!!

And as parents, we may be deprived of certain childhood toys, or maybe, it wasnt even invented during our time. And being the average income parents we are, we still did not hesitate to splurge (and i mean it is REALLY costly!) for our Hairi. He is after-all, our first born. And deserves only the best!

He is still learning to jump. And we love it tht he loves it!

Yes! We have always wanted a Jumperoo for him, and finally we really really got it!

And on Sat, being a hot, sunny day, I finally decide to bring him to the CCK pool. This time, im sure his reactions will differ to the first time.

And i was right! And definitely bringing him again this week cos again......Im gonna be on LEAVE!! HAHA!

And what other way is there to end the weekend other than this; Having my husband home from his night shift on Sunday morning, to kiss me and Hairi and to tell us, " I can never live without the both of you...."

Wow. Yes people. I really really really had a Blasted Weekend!